Check it.

my plug in baby

jessicarr — Sun, 27 Nov 2011 07:47:10 +0000

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dbB-mICjkQM&ob=av2n

I am tired of people.

creepy as fuq

jessicarr — Sun, 20 Nov 2011 09:10:56 +0000

no rihanna so i am happy though.

gah i need to catch up on chuck D:

but no one is ever gonna love you more than I do

man tau class showcase was a shitstorm. i guess i give props to upsilon. i did not like the songs they sang however. the star song was freaking hilarious though.

im glad i made a reservation for tgif. no one ever takes initiative. -.- rage cage… now that i know how to play.. no more dying. im tired of being sick. that is all.

na pu da

jessicarr — Mon, 14 Nov 2011 08:59:41 +0000

this is sooo good.

SOO GOOD.

so tired of this shit. how was that a 3 day weekend? felt like one day D:

well I’m so above you

jessicarr — Sun, 13 Nov 2011 09:05:01 +0000

and it’s plain to see. but I came to love you anyway

I jam out soooo hard when this song comes up in my car (‘: of course i say i’m a lonely girl though HAHA.

hot damn.

people always take it the wrong way when i ask, “How deep is your love?”

I intended for this blog to be a recap of all i have done…but I couldn’t care less at this point. I was supposed to start at 9 and finish at 11. but it is 11 and all I have done is post links hahaha.

october-now… failed midterms and quizzes, arizona, escape from wonderland, revealing. i hate school, i fucking love IC shit, i like raves, and my little has the best big of all time.

bad or good? I stopped putting on sunblock and my skin has cleared up.. this is not good haha.

i have changed my parting. it’s interesting how my hair cut is so different from anything ive ever done before. and yet it is still pretty ordinary. i vow to go back to black. pretty tired of running around with orange hair. i even judge myself /: but it really does annoy me that my eyebrows are black.. i really wonder how different it will be with black hair ^ ^ i still think i have black hair, but the pictures prove otherwise.

i saw diana for the first time in a while today (yesterday i guess) it’s sad how we can only be honest to each other. what does “nice” really mean?

omg my feet are so warm right now. i should use laptop in bed more often. it makes my back hurt however. OH so old. i need to hit again asap. jeff says he’s bringing his tennis stuff down, so we’ll see.. i should ask my little for the tennis balls i gave her HAHA. and everything else in the bin.. it’s so sad. i recall buying those things so i think that i possess them. alas, it is in her freakin bin. QQ

i miss my big. ):

getting around

jessicarr — Mon, 26 Sep 2011 09:09:53 +0000

I feel like I’ve been “travelling” too much. not really ahah, but I have definitely been in a car for a lot of this weekend. going to SD on friday, and going to rowland heights today.

the “c” key on my laptop is wack.. I have to press hard for it to show up. Chris telling me that a laptop’s lifetime is 2-3 years. maybe it’s nervous now and is dying. honestly I remember sharing the same laptop with my brother for like 4 or 5 years. we SHARED it. (only beause our desktops failed miserably + we didn’t really have internet.. ever. just the laptop internet card) yeah sure it was extremely crappy and slow, but we managed to survive. I know my current laptop is approaching it’s 3rd year in november, meaning the laptop I bought my brother is also approaching it’s 1st year in november. (shitty black fridap laptops (x ) i do resent my dad for buying my current laptop. there are a lot of little crappy things (really bad screen resolution.. if there is a black dress or some dark scene on a movie/show i cant see wtf is going on)

This song is stuck in my head.. didn’t really realise how good the lyrics were!

they changed wordpress…. i need to use it more to get used to it.

i wish a random key were stuck because when i try to copy and paste, it doesnt copy until i press it hard the second time. GAHHH

oh yeah bullshit NPR said that wilco would be streaming their concert at 7pm ET time. THEY DIDN’T ):<

me & u

jessicarr — Wed, 14 Sep 2011 08:17:37 +0000

I used to love this song! still do haha. it was one of the few songs i had in my first mp3 player. I made a point not to ever erase/change the first songs in it so i can listen to it later on. luckily i havent lost it. lost the headphones but whatevs haha! creative muvo HAHA .. i thought it was the coolest thing when i got it. slick design nawmean? then i got and lost my ipod ):

rediscovering old things… like pandora haha. i never realised that they limit to 40 hours a month haha. i doubt i will ever exceed that. honestly the songs that are coming up dont relate to my selected “radio” at all. oh well hahahah.

91011

jessicarr — Sun, 11 Sep 2011 06:56:35 +0000

too poetic to miss! I must blog really fast in order to make it.
(currently 11:51pm)
spent the last of my three day summer disney pass today… upgraded that pass to get an annual pass
i know i know i know i said id never ever ever pay for that shiz but i dont care. the deal was too good to miss. I went three whole blocked out dates and only had to pay the difference to get a year’s admission. how could I refuse? + i cut diana in for the deal too because my brother didnt want the annual pass haha.
i am quite satisfied. i do know that I just spent money to spend more money, but what the heck? i dont believe that i paid the full 200 that everyone else pays for their “select” annual pass haha. the lady almost tricked me into buying the deluxe pass but that was incredibly unnecessary and i am glad i stuck to my original plan.
all in all had a pretty good day today with my brother. i woke up this morning because the thunder was soooo loud at around 7-730? so i didnt wake up for my 830 alarm haha. had the most insane flood dream. sooo good. anyways i think somewhere in my mind i thought that we werent going to disneyland anymore because it was raining. (my mom usually is like that) but we WERE going haha! so we did go, just ended up going a little later than we intended to go. i woke up at 930? haha.
however if we went the time we planned to, i think that we would have completely died. we did die today. i am soooo old! when i went in middle schoos and high schoos for orch we could run around all day and into the night and just be a little tired. i am completely pooped and at this moment, the park is still going strong!!

shit i type a lot when i am under the pressure of missing the glorious 91011 mark. maybe i should speed blog more often. my grammarz is probably terrible but that is only because i forgot how to speak english properly. i need to speak to people that are 10x smarter than me in order to force myself to keep with good grammar. kthxbai dont wanna miss the deadline.

doheny fucking days service tmr WEEZER AND CAKE HERE I COME (‘:

how foreign

jessicarr — Fri, 09 Sep 2011 19:56:19 +0000

I haven’t really felt hungry in a while and it is because I am not currently partaking in any physical activity. I started to randomly feel hungry.. and it is because I hit this morning. not even for long lmfaooo. I sweat so much ahhahah.

JUST SAW THE WEIRDEST SHORT GEEZ. I can’t even begin to understand lolz.

):< wilco album leaks on youtube are all trolls. im scared the "full album download" will be porn or something. grrr

oshit this one is real!!! I don't have the patience for the 1 minute intro but it's pretty damn good

can you really say you love an artist if you only like two songs? or even one? I dont know. I love wilco because I really really really love "Jesus, etc." and "You and I." I think we can all have our snobby moments but I don't care because I love wilco.

according the npr the killers have been working on new stuff and will probably release it 2012. holy fuck i am so happy haha. I thought they broke up because of b flower's solo activity (':

but yeah I love the killers. I've heard almost every song and like every single one. I don't want to get stabbed but they're like shinee to me HAHA. love every song ^ ^

lol talk on the phone so ill wrap it up

sorry wp

jessicarr — Wed, 07 Sep 2011 05:26:42 +0000

I am cheating on you with tumblr.

I have a final tmr and it’s so hard to give a fuck. I will never be the best, but I will never be the worst so I am happily cruising somewhere in the middle. To those who told me the second half of this class was super hard… it isn’t. It’s just not interesting. I only had one nerdy math moment in this class and that wasn’t enough ): For me, math classes are usually interesting but slow. This class was just not the shit for me haha. So instead of studying I’ll just tumblr and blog. My grades are not important to me ^ ^ I only took this class for the money. and I don’t even know if calteach is going to pay for half of this class. I guess I am not self-motivated haha! I need to be inspired. Math 2E was way more inspiring :3

The shit I go through.

jessicarr — Mon, 29 Aug 2011 05:34:15 +0000

I always fight the urge to put “I’m so fucking pissed.” or something similar to that as my facebook status. after the initial desire to share that with the world, I realise that people will comment and ask what’s wrong etc etc in the attempt to understand the situation or to console me. What if I get over it in an hour? I’ll check my updates and someone will remind me of my previous condition haha. Why do I wordpress this now? I am speaking to myself for later. I will get mad again and probably want to post this same blog. But in the end, time makes everything better. Lastly, the only person that can console you is yourself.

Honestly if fucking sucks that I cannot go out lately. I feel like a horrible friend that should be there for birthdays, family events, and/or to see people that I will likely not see again soon. However, the moment you assume that me being unable to go out just means I am at home doing nothing you become a complete ass. I used to think that it was because I was a difficult person, but it can’t be. I am asked and told the stupidest things and I can’t help but “smh” or “wtf” to.

I’m glad I blogged. Instead of mad I am just tired.